A Simple Thing Called Love

1.Are u photogenic? -no.
2. What time do you go to bed? -it depends.
3. What was the last thing you did before this? -log into friendster
4. Who's the one you always meet the most? -my cousins
5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help? -nobody?
6. What's on your mind right now? -getting a new walkman phone
7. Which do you prefer - americanidol/malaysian idol? -none.
8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun? -sunshine.
9. What movie do u wanna watch now? -Dhoom 2
10. When was the last time you went out? -this morn.
11. What do you hate the most for now? -love.
12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep?-use my handphone!
13. Colors that make you happy? -black(:
14. Fave thing in your room? -baby pillow!
15. Miss someone? -duh.
16. Plan to buy something? -yes, lots of stuffs.
17. Are you satisfied with your life now? -shrugs.
18.Do you like seafood? -yeah.
19.Breakfast or dinner? -breakfast.
20. like chocolates? -duh.
21.Do you have a laptop? -yups.
22. What's your favorite food from fast food? -dnoe.
23. Cats or dogs? -both.
24. Salty or sweet? -sweet.
25. City or country? -city.
26. Is kissing normal for your age? -yes?
27. Are you athletic? -never have been.
28. Do you have your own cell phone? -yeah. and i love it!
29. What do you wear to bed? -shorts and tee.
30. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school? -haha.
31. Coke or pepsi? -coke.
33. Sugar or spice? -sugar.
34. Can you use chopsticks? -yeah.
35. Do you care about getting good grades? -sadly, yes.
36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? -always.
37. Get a job or ask your parents for money? -get a job.
38. Is your mom strict? -i guess.
39. Do your parents give you enough privacy? -i dont think so.
40. Do your parents trust you? -NO.
41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends? -no larh.
42. Does your best friend get on your nerves? -frequently.
43. Do you make friends quickly? -yeah.
44. Do you tell your mom everything? -no.
45. What do you & your parents fight about most? -?
46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do? -shrugs.
47. Can u sing or rap? -dont think so.
48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for life? -its a obvious secret.
49. What do u think bout this survey? -okay.

25 November 2006

12:32 PM

its been a long time since i blogged.
to all those pple who havent been seeing my sleeves,
bet you dont know how im feeling.
hahah, its turned into a goddamn joke man.
okay i regret what i did.
i shd have thought it over before calling her ystrdae.
its juz that the dream was so realistic (and horrible).
but still, i shdnt have called her and asked if everything was fine.
in a state of panic, it happened i guess.
its over anw.
but i've been thinking abt what she said.
she has nothing to be sorry abt? really?
what abt the last msg babe?
your freaking words pierced through my heart.
i was shattered, i fell to pieces.
and i dont wanna let anyone know how i feel right now.
alright pple, please avoid mentioning her name or anyth when im arnd.
its a highly sensitive issue and i absolutely dont wanna talk abt it.
she said that i'll forget her when someone else comes along.
like i said, that's not the case baby.
someone else came in coz you went out.
oh wells, its juz too complicated.
all i can say is that the whole thing sucks.
on a lighter note, i think deva is damn hot.
ashwin is okay too larh.
and then i had to choose between the two guys.
i chose deva and i had to reject ashwin.
and i cried man.
i cried coz i know i broke his heart.
it left me wondering...
has she ever cried? for the millions of times she broke my heart?
bet she never did, not even once.
if she sheds juz a drop of tear for me, pigs will fly.
hahaha!
the hols are good.
i havent started on the hmwk at all.
like none at all.
roaming arnd spore and chatting with guys on the phone is pretty much all that i do.
but im having fun larh.
sheesh, this guy juz proposed to me.
goodness, and i told him that im attached some more.
which is abt to be true... ;D

07 November 2006

9:21 PM

does she know how freaking much i miss her?
i cant see her and talk to her and stuff.
the only thing i can do is lie on the floor, close my eyes and imagine shes there by my side.
tsk.
and my diet is so unsuccessful coz im gonna be eating pizza for dinner.
off to msia tmrw.
juz felt like going away from this damn place man.
will be back on saturday.
anw, ive been very disturbed the past few days larh.
i cant believe she doesnt trust me.
i mean, why would i talk abt her together with someone else when i wanna be together with her so badly?
gosh, its so ridiculous.
and anw, its so obvious that she isnt crook.
those bitches should find smth more believable to bitch about man.
and im extremely disturbed by what she said casually.
juz that i dont dare to ask her about it coz i dont wanna upset her or anyth.
so has anyone realised?
its november 08 tmrw.
last year, this time, i was desperately searching for Z's number to wish her.
this year, im still considering whether to wish her.
i think i should. i want to.
but is sunshine serious abt the not-wishing thing?
i dnoe larh.
i think im gonna be in a terrible mood tmrw.
i feel so lost in this world man.
and rite now, i feel like seeing her.
looking into her eyes and losing myself in them...
okay back to earth now.
im waiting for sunshine's reply.
i didnt know its so hard to reply a yes or a no.
tsk, im giving up.
did i mention?
im sick and tired of being sick and tired.
but dammit, i still love her.
i don't mind spending everyday
out in a corner in the pouring rain
look for the woman with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay a while
AND SHE WILL BE LOVED.

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